It's kind of feeling u don't know how to react either be happy for the short lived memories and moments or stay sad and sulk in the sadness for eternity.We can't explain that until someone ghosts us .It may be fun all those stupid ghosting stuff but when it rotates and reach the starting point that's us we also suffer the same fate and when u look back no one will be there for u to comfort.
It's better fight and say i am leaving than not saying without a word leaving behind the back door without saying and lock it.Thats the area we or i confused about don't know what to do and it takes quite a lot with them and we sink in the sea slowly and steadily nearing our end.