The last drop of the rain kissed me and got melted in my heart. I gazed around that park, the rain have washed most of the trees, leaves and flowers falling here and there. There's slight rays of sun, kissing the nature, I looked at the guy sitting beside me on that stone bench.
My eyes was glistening, as the sun rays kissed me, I can feel the tears that rolled in my eyes, I can see that nature is crying. His hand was on my shoulder patting and comforting me "Esha, everything will be okay, just don't cry" I whined and moved closely into his arms, he hold me tight. "Esha" he called me and gave a look, I looked at him, I was exhausted and broken.
"He doesn't want me, Criss, he said to leave him alone how can I? Hh..ooww ca..can I" I murmured, "You were crying from last 3 months Esha, it's time to let it go, come out, move on, you had said this a lot of times, you have cried a lot, now stop.. Esha I can't see you like this anymore" he screamed with tension, I know that he's worried, but I don't know what to do, I'm loosing, I can't, I can't!
" Esha, say something " I looked at him and the nature around me, the sunlight, the lake, the falling leaves and the wet misty atmosphere. I know nature makes me calm but for how long? It's only me, who can do something, but?, I sighed. "Esha, talk something please let it go " he added, " look at this tree, on every Autumn it's leaves bid good bye and fall down, though the tree struggles but soon that tree will be filled with green, green leaves, every Autumn is a reminder that things must end to have new beginnings "
That touched in my mind, I looked at the tree, the leaves have started to fall nature is bleeding but yeah it'll be okay soon. I should let it go, I should move on from the thing that I got stuck in, I should survive, I should fall and rise. I took a deep breath, smiled and looked at him, I hugged him, " thank you" I whispered! He heard that, Nature heard me!
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Every autumn is a reminder that even after the toughest times, there's always a chance for new beginnings - hope
Nature is the best therapist,
See, feel and learn!
Everything isn't complicated,
But nature is complicated!
You would be having tough times
Or maybe,
Had tough time and still stuck on that,
Just let it go,
There will be always a chance for new beginnings ~
Just like the nature!
So just empty the over thinking thoughts,
From the head and heart,
Wait for the new and fresh thoughts,
New beginnings!
Hope
1 - 10 - 2023
~Autumn heals
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I don't know if my feelings about Autumn got matched with my words,
I don't know if I expressed correctly,
I don't know if it's only enough to describe Autumn,
I don't know if it's only enough to welcome Autumn,
I don't know what exactly Autumn is, but I'm finding solace! And, I got!
( ignore the errors please )
welcoming an autumn discussion! ( your views and what's Autumn for you? Did nature ever healed you? How?)
color of nature ~ beautiful memories
