I feel so lonely 
sometimes and sometimes I am happy to be lonely and it always go back and forth Like a pendulum.I am happy and i am sad again I am happy and again I am sad..
I don't know what the fuck was the reason it's what's
It was never the same since the warmth left
I want to sit on the large ice boulder and slowly want to melt it with it please
I want t my heart to melt too sometimes and i don't know why and i was wondering why do u care for the people who u left and why are u still caring for them and honestly i don't know man
It was terrible day u know i can't Stop from myself from falling and i want to be lonely and slowly and wanna hide under the crack forever
I had a bad dream yesterday and it was terrible mate and i was crying when I wakeup i was wondering why the fuck was i crying mate in the midnight and i realised I was dreaming of someone who didn't want to talk to me and ignoring me and at dream I was like having a happy chat with that person
If the world was ending i wanna be next to u u know
I wanna hold u Just for a while at my arms and let it out
Man I miss those days that I was care free and day went terrible from morning to till now.U tried seeing the clouds but they broke my heart
I went to see my plants and the sun broke my heart again
I was thinking about her and I realised she's is around anymore now man that hit hard like a rock from rocket
I was once a man with dignity and grace and i know if I am bad or good or far worse
I tried to watch the race and it made me further sad and making me kinda of depressed
I can't stop myself from falling
The heat waves make its far worse
The rain is like a girlfriend u know or a crush always keeps me at bay and Never rain like she didn't reply man it sucks the life
Take me back to the night we met
What the hell am I supposed to do ?
Some and none of u
Haunted by the ghost of u
Night was full of terrors and tears
I wish u stayed here my dear black rose miss u dearly 
The vault has shut again
The cure and pain
The would had reopened and it's widening again
The crack is enlarging let's see the light gets out of the tunnel
The heart that u set in fire is slowly fading away
sometimes and sometimes I am happy to be lonely and it always go back and forth Like a pendulum.I am happy and i am sad again I am happy and again I am sad..I don't know what the fuck was the reason it's what's
It was never the same since the warmth left
I want to sit on the large ice boulder and slowly want to melt it with it please
I want t my heart to melt too sometimes and i don't know why and i was wondering why do u care for the people who u left and why are u still caring for them and honestly i don't know man
It was terrible day u know i can't Stop from myself from falling and i want to be lonely and slowly and wanna hide under the crack forever
I had a bad dream yesterday and it was terrible mate and i was crying when I wakeup i was wondering why the fuck was i crying mate in the midnight and i realised I was dreaming of someone who didn't want to talk to me and ignoring me and at dream I was like having a happy chat with that person
If the world was ending i wanna be next to u u know
I wanna hold u Just for a while at my arms and let it out
Man I miss those days that I was care free and day went terrible from morning to till now.U tried seeing the clouds but they broke my heart
I went to see my plants and the sun broke my heart again
I was thinking about her and I realised she's is around anymore now
man that hit hard like a rock from rocket I was once a man with dignity and grace and i know if I am bad or good or far worse I tried to watch the race and it made me further sad and making me kinda of depressed I can't stop myself from falling The heat waves make its far worse The rain is like a girlfriend u know or a crush always keeps me at bay and Never rain like she didn't reply man it sucks the life Take me back to the night we met What the hell am I supposed to do ? Some and none of u Haunted by the ghost of u Night was full of terrors and tears I wish u stayed here my dear black rose miss u dearly The vault has shut again The cure and pain The would had reopened and it's widening again The crack is enlarging let's see the light gets out of the tunnel The heart that u set in fire is slowly fading away