I am the girl who laughs while hurting the soul that feels alone in a crowded room the heart that loves too deeply and the lips that whisper “I'm fine” when a thousand words are screaming inside
I have stayed when it hurt, forgiven what I couldn't forget, and prayed for people who never cared about my tears
I have lost pieces of myself trying to be enough for others until life taught me that love should never cost me , Myself
I am still healing still learning still finding beauty in broken places. Some days I'm a butterfly some days, I'm just tired of flying
But I refuse to let my pain turn my heart into stone. I'll remain soft, but wiser, kind, but with boundaries loving, without losing myself
Let them misunderstand my silence. Let them remember their version of me. I know what I've survived, and I know who I am becoming.
I am not my wounds, not my past, not the people who walked away.
I am Maayaa
a thousand unspoken feelings, a heart learning to choose itself, and a dark phoenix still rising from the ashes.
This time, I'm not trying to become someone worth choosing.
I'm becoming someone who will never abandon herself just to be chosen again.
I scribble here not to blame anyone, nor to seek sympathy. ️
Maayaa Scribbles is not about my pain alone it's about the memories I create through my words.
Every scribble holds a little piece of a moment, a feeling, a thought, or a story that deserves to be remembered.
Some words come from the heart, some from imagination, and some from simply observing life.
Not every sad poem is my story. Not every emotional line is a cry for help.
Sometimes, I just write because words have a beautiful way of turning fleeting moments into lasting memories.
I don't scribble to make people feel sorry for me. I scribble because one day, even these words will become memories worth keeping.
Maayaa Scribbles
I have stayed when it hurt, forgiven what I couldn't forget, and prayed for people who never cared about my tears
I have lost pieces of myself trying to be enough for others until life taught me that love should never cost me , Myself
I am still healing still learning still finding beauty in broken places. Some days I'm a butterfly some days, I'm just tired of flying
But I refuse to let my pain turn my heart into stone. I'll remain soft, but wiser, kind, but with boundaries loving, without losing myself
Let them misunderstand my silence. Let them remember their version of me. I know what I've survived, and I know who I am becoming.
I am not my wounds, not my past, not the people who walked away.
I am Maayaa
This time, I'm not trying to become someone worth choosing.
I'm becoming someone who will never abandon herself just to be chosen again.
I scribble here not to blame anyone, nor to seek sympathy. ️
Maayaa Scribbles is not about my pain alone it's about the memories I create through my words.
Every scribble holds a little piece of a moment, a feeling, a thought, or a story that deserves to be remembered.
Some words come from the heart, some from imagination, and some from simply observing life.
Not every sad poem is my story. Not every emotional line is a cry for help.
Sometimes, I just write because words have a beautiful way of turning fleeting moments into lasting memories.
I don't scribble to make people feel sorry for me. I scribble because one day, even these words will become memories worth keeping.
Maayaa Scribbles
