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I do not argue with people who do not believe me. I just tell them. You are right.
I've been awake for 29 hours, completely unable to sleep or eat. I tried to bury myself in work, tried to force a nap, but the moment I close my eyes, our last good conversation just replays on a loop. I am completely drowning in regret and guilt, crying so hard that hitting my chest is the only way to match the physical pain inside. I’m sorry... I am so, so sorry. Please, please forgive me. Please don't give up on me—I can't face this empty silence without you.
Today, the sky finally fell.
Perhaps it is karma, or perhaps I am simply a curse—shattering the things I love, then drowning in the guilt. They held the blade, but I am bleeding out and apologizing for the mess. It is a suffocating torture to look at the people who broke me and realize I am more angry at my own soft heart than their betrayal. I call myself weak for being too trusting, a fool for remaining tender in a world of wolves.
I carry the weight of my blame, the agony, and the imprint of your ghost... but I will leave the lights on, just in case you ever find your way back to me. Always.
-H
Perhaps it is karma, or perhaps I am simply a curse—shattering the things I love, then drowning in the guilt. They held the blade, but I am bleeding out and apologizing for the mess. It is a suffocating torture to look at the people who broke me and realize I am more angry at my own soft heart than their betrayal. I call myself weak for being too trusting, a fool for remaining tender in a world of wolves.
I carry the weight of my blame, the agony, and the imprint of your ghost... but I will leave the lights on, just in case you ever find your way back to me. Always.
-H
It's hot, it's humid, but yet another summer it is.
Good morning we have a podium a good day of week to start so far
Good morning nice people's.
Good morning friends,
Good Morning
I will take it one hour, not one lifetime, at a time...
GOOD MORNING