JhonnyTest
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Every ones life has a story, which shattered your heart into million pieces. But personally I , got shattered 3 times.
1. The debut :
This was a 8yrs Long Run of One-sided love for a girl. Which I saw in 2017 and followed for every where , but I didn't get any chance to talk with her. Although my friends forced me to talk with her. I couldn't with stand . The Day I spoke with her , was the memorable day for me. But I wish , there is a chance to get back and talk with her again , I don't care about my heart shattering again ! Because that's Love
. After 4yrs , I confessed her.. she rejected me respectfully. And after 3 yrs I met her again. I proposed her again, she rejected me respectfully. I suppose you all get rejected by a girl respectfully. That made me love her more and more again after her clear rejections. But there's a saturation point for everyone.
That Made me think that " Am I Disturbing her ? " . She said yes , you are. You are spoiling your mind and mine too.. ! I really don't have any feelings for you. I just want to know the world , travel . She indirectly says that " love restricts many things, like no room for freedom ".
So I took a step back.
Realize that ! Yes , its over now!
I said goodbye and made a long pdf of it..
This is what I wrote :
Hey ,
SO fresh ga start chestha…Nenu neku telse untadi kadaa... and nenu neeku at may7th2020 lo propose
chesa..and it obviously went as rejected …but nenu ninnu 10th lo unnapudu love chesa ani
anukunnav , kani nenu 2017 lo chusa. 2018 lo kanapadaledhu ,2019 lo vachav. Ee years datuthunna
koddhi , nen enduku thana gurinchi alochisthunna ane doubt create aiendi…late ga ardham ayindi ,
adhi love ani , in 2018. Chusthu undatam valla two years alane gadichi poindi..10th ki vacham , inka
ipudu miss aiethe life long malli chudanu emo ane oka fear and sadness nindi poindi.
edhi aiethe adhi ani inka I tried communicating with you... but those few chitchats made it so special ,
that I would remember for a long time. Maybe idhantha neku meaningless anipinchachu,, but aa
rejection stage nundi heal avvadaniki chala time pattindi. It took about 4 years to come out from that
rejection factor..
No interaction and nothing with other people…inka chalane jarigay.. avi cheppi mood paadu cheyyali
anukotledu. But thanks to my friends and my parents they helped to get out
from it ( vallaki telidhu asalu vishyam but they did great job ) .
After 4 years I get to chance to see you again…Me mother nannu invite chesindi, kani invite
cheyyagane vachesthara ? but nenu vacha endukante ninnu chudataniki…actually ninnu chusaka
naku entha happy ga anipinchindo matallo cheppalenu …aa tarwatha ninnu kaludham ani enni sarlu
ready ayyano naake telidhu, and everytime edo oka issue vachedhi... its okay anukunna…and even
nenu bus stand varaku vachi ne message chusi return vellipoinavi kuda unnay.. but okay its fine .. ani
smile tho venakki vellipoya..
But okasari naku self question raise Ayyindi !
Inthaki thanaki kodiga aiena ne midha interest undha ? Ani…
Apudu adhi telsukodaniki I stopped texting you in march 28th 2024. Inka nenu msg cheyyaledhu , nuvu
cheyyaledu…
Apudu ardham ayyindi, yes Im unworthy .... second chance vachindi anukunna ninnu pelli lo
kalisinapudu…ikkada thappu nadhe , bcz nene feel ayya every Second…
6 years ga love chesthunna , 4 years depression loki vella , almost one year back ninnu kalisa , and still
naku teliyakunda ninnu love chesthunna…Actually idantha cheppatam antha important kadhu kani cheppakapothe suffocating ga untadi …
I know neku love ante asalu istam ledhu ani , but future lo nuvu okarini love chesthav ledha arranged
marriage ye cheskuntav !
kani nuvvekkada unna bavundali ani nenu heartful ga korukunta..Maybe nenu ninnu
preminchinanthaga inkevvarni preminchanu emo..
Nenu nee answer kosam , hope cheyyatledhu . I just wanted you to know about this…
And also nenu ninnu malli chudakapovachu or na peru kuda neku vinapadakapovachu..Endukante
friends la act cheyyatam na valla kadhu..
Na hopes kudaa epudo damage aiepoyay , inka nenu cheyyalsindi em ledhu.. You have good friends ,
beautiful family and definite ga neko manchi life partner vastaru..and aa life partner nene
anukunna…!
Anthe nenu cheppalsinavi cheppesa…Inka nenu netho complete ga contact lo undakapovachu…
GoodBye , I'll come again for you in next new life !
1. The debut :
This was a 8yrs Long Run of One-sided love for a girl. Which I saw in 2017 and followed for every where , but I didn't get any chance to talk with her. Although my friends forced me to talk with her. I couldn't with stand . The Day I spoke with her , was the memorable day for me. But I wish , there is a chance to get back and talk with her again , I don't care about my heart shattering again ! Because that's Love
. After 4yrs , I confessed her.. she rejected me respectfully. And after 3 yrs I met her again. I proposed her again, she rejected me respectfully. I suppose you all get rejected by a girl respectfully. That made me love her more and more again after her clear rejections. But there's a saturation point for everyone.That Made me think that " Am I Disturbing her ? " . She said yes , you are. You are spoiling your mind and mine too.. ! I really don't have any feelings for you. I just want to know the world , travel . She indirectly says that " love restricts many things, like no room for freedom ".
So I took a step back.
Realize that ! Yes , its over now!
I said goodbye and made a long pdf of it..
This is what I wrote :
Hey ,
SO fresh ga start chestha…Nenu neku telse untadi kadaa... and nenu neeku at may7th2020 lo propose
chesa..and it obviously went as rejected …but nenu ninnu 10th lo unnapudu love chesa ani
anukunnav , kani nenu 2017 lo chusa. 2018 lo kanapadaledhu ,2019 lo vachav. Ee years datuthunna
koddhi , nen enduku thana gurinchi alochisthunna ane doubt create aiendi…late ga ardham ayindi ,
adhi love ani , in 2018. Chusthu undatam valla two years alane gadichi poindi..10th ki vacham , inka
ipudu miss aiethe life long malli chudanu emo ane oka fear and sadness nindi poindi.
edhi aiethe adhi ani inka I tried communicating with you... but those few chitchats made it so special ,
that I would remember for a long time. Maybe idhantha neku meaningless anipinchachu,, but aa
rejection stage nundi heal avvadaniki chala time pattindi. It took about 4 years to come out from that
rejection factor..
No interaction and nothing with other people…inka chalane jarigay.. avi cheppi mood paadu cheyyali
anukotledu. But thanks to my friends and my parents they helped to get out
from it ( vallaki telidhu asalu vishyam but they did great job ) .
After 4 years I get to chance to see you again…Me mother nannu invite chesindi, kani invite
cheyyagane vachesthara ? but nenu vacha endukante ninnu chudataniki…actually ninnu chusaka
naku entha happy ga anipinchindo matallo cheppalenu …aa tarwatha ninnu kaludham ani enni sarlu
ready ayyano naake telidhu, and everytime edo oka issue vachedhi... its okay anukunna…and even
nenu bus stand varaku vachi ne message chusi return vellipoinavi kuda unnay.. but okay its fine .. ani
smile tho venakki vellipoya..
But okasari naku self question raise Ayyindi !
Inthaki thanaki kodiga aiena ne midha interest undha ? Ani…
Apudu adhi telsukodaniki I stopped texting you in march 28th 2024. Inka nenu msg cheyyaledhu , nuvu
cheyyaledu…
Apudu ardham ayyindi, yes Im unworthy .... second chance vachindi anukunna ninnu pelli lo
kalisinapudu…ikkada thappu nadhe , bcz nene feel ayya every Second…
6 years ga love chesthunna , 4 years depression loki vella , almost one year back ninnu kalisa , and still
naku teliyakunda ninnu love chesthunna…Actually idantha cheppatam antha important kadhu kani cheppakapothe suffocating ga untadi …
I know neku love ante asalu istam ledhu ani , but future lo nuvu okarini love chesthav ledha arranged
marriage ye cheskuntav !
kani nuvvekkada unna bavundali ani nenu heartful ga korukunta..Maybe nenu ninnu
preminchinanthaga inkevvarni preminchanu emo..
Nenu nee answer kosam , hope cheyyatledhu . I just wanted you to know about this…
And also nenu ninnu malli chudakapovachu or na peru kuda neku vinapadakapovachu..Endukante
friends la act cheyyatam na valla kadhu..
Na hopes kudaa epudo damage aiepoyay , inka nenu cheyyalsindi em ledhu.. You have good friends ,
beautiful family and definite ga neko manchi life partner vastaru..and aa life partner nene
anukunna…!
Anthe nenu cheppalsinavi cheppesa…Inka nenu netho complete ga contact lo undakapovachu…
GoodBye , I'll come again for you in next new life !
