nandini00
Wellknown Ace
So may times I wrote the things
That I could never truthfully say.
I wrote each feeling crystal clear
Then erased it straight away.
I couldn't tell you how much my need
Had grown beyond control.
Nor could I tell you how completely
You've overtaken my tender soul.
I couldn't explain my weaknesses
Nor explain away my fright,
Nor how my days were thoughts of you
That robbed my sleep at night.
I couldn't show how terrifying
Were the days without a word.
Nor about the jealousy I felt
From the gossip that I heard.
You'd think how pathetic
If you saw the real me,
The need i live with every day
And my vulnerability.
The lonliness and longing,
The need for your hug and kiss.
The desire in my body
And your closeness that I miss.
So I typed it out then erased it.
Knowing you will never see
All the love I have for you
Stored in my backspace Key.
That I could never truthfully say.
I wrote each feeling crystal clear
Then erased it straight away.
I couldn't tell you how much my need
Had grown beyond control.
Nor could I tell you how completely
You've overtaken my tender soul.
I couldn't explain my weaknesses
Nor explain away my fright,
Nor how my days were thoughts of you
That robbed my sleep at night.
I couldn't show how terrifying
Were the days without a word.
Nor about the jealousy I felt
From the gossip that I heard.
You'd think how pathetic
If you saw the real me,
The need i live with every day
And my vulnerability.
The lonliness and longing,
The need for your hug and kiss.
The desire in my body
And your closeness that I miss.
So I typed it out then erased it.
Knowing you will never see
All the love I have for you
Stored in my backspace Key.