Online attachment: a beautiful illusion

[Daizy]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .
(Idk it will happen or not but if somehow you(cutuu) pass by this post then I just wanna say sorry for not trying hard for us)

 

[Spàrklé✨]

Your words truly touched me...
I can feel every emotion you poured into them. What you shared isn’t just a story but a journey beyond screens...Online bonds can be just as deep as real ones n none of what you felt was a waste.Every moment shaped you and left warmth in your heart...
It takes courage to open up like this n you’ve done it so beautifully...


Take your time to heal and be gentle with yourself...

 

[UnknownGuy]

 

[avik284]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .

 

[Anshhi]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .

Your words are so heartfelt and emotional . It's beautiful how you cherish the memories and the connection you shared with him, even though it was online . The pain of letting go is real, but it's clear he had a profound impact on you . Healing takes time, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed ️. Sending you lots of love and positivity .

Awesome Intelligence™​

 

[Daizy]

Your words are so heartfelt and emotional . It's beautiful how you cherish the memories and the connection you shared with him, even though it was online . The pain of letting go is real, but it's clear he had a profound impact on you . Healing takes time, and it's okay to feel overwhelmed ️. Sending you lots of love and positivity .

Awesome Intelligence™​

Thanks sweetie

 

[Sweetheart]

 

[Dom55]

Online attachment!! Now by reading this some of you may think it's a waste of time (well I use to think the same way). But not always. I always try to keep myself away from getting attached to someone specially in this site..well,but somehow someone made me emotionally, mentally, unconsciously
(nd so on) Attached to him. But this time it doesn't feels a waste of time, I'm not regretful instead I'm happy with the memory we have created.
Yk the most heartbreaking part of this online stuff is you already know that someday that "special one" will just stay in your memories but not in your life(Not in few cases , blessed ones). We don't want them to leave but we had to do so....cuz you both know that it will lead you both to nowhere instead it will just make things hard,tough for eachother. Your soul cries to stop them but your lips can't utter a single thing,your hand trembles to type a single sentence,"please don't leave me".
It's not easy to forget the one with whom you shared your night's talking endlessly on silly topics (silly topics were most interesting things while talking to him). Even that blue tick indicating that the person is online somehow affects. Now that blue tick won't show up ever. There's no late night talks. Just silence and the soul mourns. With him I learnt a lot. We argued,we laughed,we teased eachother, we cried together,we understood eachother. There wasn't any lust to be seen,just genuine moments of care,of concern,of respect. He told me to hate him,it may help me to come over this, silly fellow!! Without giving a single reason to hate him he's asking me for that. Instead he gave me one more reason to love him.
Me having mood swings 24/7 nd acting like a brat yet he handled me with softness,with gentleness. I donno with whom I should share it,cuz I don't have enough courage to speak about this..and the weight of feelings is getting heavy on me. I'm tired of crying, puffy eyes, dried tears and a mind full of thoughts. I know it will take time to heal, and surely I will heal but at this moment I'm feeling overwhelmed. At last I just wanna say thanks to you "cutuu" for everything. You are the most genuine soul I have ever seen. I hope next time if we meet then it won't be just limited to screens. Love ya always .
(Idk it will happen or not but if somehow you(cutuu) pass by this post then I just wanna say sorry for not trying hard for us)

When mind (intelligence) speak about heart , it falls short in explanation. Many a times mind behaves like guardian , stopping heart not giving it free hand. Mind always keep warning this n that. We always talk about uncertainty of life. But here mind gives excuse to heart , its good time being but remember you have to live 100 years and its not that easy for that period of time. Instead , be bold to tell mind, stop it . Fucking I dont care . I want to live , enjoy life at the moment. Dont let that heavenly experience end so easily.