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LOST IN MY OWN FEARS

Illusion said:
I don't know why on earth every time I try to form a connection with someone, I inevitably sabotage it.... Completely Fucked things...It's as if an invisible string yanks me back, preventing me from getting close.
I become overwhelmed, talking excessively, only to abruptly withdraw, leaving the other person bewildered. They assume I've lost interest, and honestly, I don't blame them... Who can tolerate this erratic behavior?
I literally hate this side of mine.. It makes me feel pathetic, like I'm perpetually doomed to repeat this cycle. I yearn for meaningful connections, but my own insecurities hold me hostage.Why must I be my own worst enemy? Why can't I break free from this self-destructive pattern? The pain of isolation is suffocating me, and I'm desperate to find a way out... But I failed... I ended up crying everytime bcz of this... Cause it really hurts when I lost someone close to mine just bcz of my fucking insecurities...
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Hello and good evening baccha. Don't be mad at yourself, you are perfect the way you are . It's the others who cannot see the good in you. No one is perfect anyways. If one needs to be with you he will accept you the way you are. It's good riddance to bad rubbish. God always has a better plan . When one window get's closed , another one opens up , but one keeps looking at the old window for so long not realizing a new one is already there bacche. You better not cry when DD is here haan maddy hehehehehe . God bless and Cheers!!!.
 
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