I SHOULDN'T have yelled!

[Soofiih]

October 16th was my boyfriend's birthday. We couldn't meet that day because I had exams. So I couldn't give him gifts too. So I planned to meet him on 24th October and I asked one of my crat work doing friends to prepare a bouquet with chocolates on it. I asked 2 days before about the date. He said yes for those two days and even on the day of date I asked him in the morning. He said yes till then. My parents don't know about my relationship. So I told them that I'm going out with my friends. Dad accepted at first, but Mom said that you shouldn't go, it's a rainy day, you won't be careful be careful alone... Etc etc... I was yelling at her like for the first time like this. They accepted everything I asked for, but this was the first time a rejection. I don't know why maybe there's something behind it. I literally said that I don't wanna see you again, you are a headache to me, and for heaven's sake I said I want you to die somehow indirectly. She was crying, but I don't know what was on my mind at that time. I didn't even hear her words. I got out from home and bought the cake I ordered for him. I was travelling on the way in bus and suddenly I got a notification on my phone and it was him. It gave me an instant regret. I was like.. What the fuck am I doing! I yelled at my Mom for a person like him.. He was not coming to meet me. He said there was something emergency. But.. Still... I got out of the bus and left the redvelvet cake and the bouquet at the road side. And left back to home. And called mom, she was talking to me in a polite way... She even asked if I want to eat something special, she can order for me. She paid the money for my food. I came home and my heart was literally breaking. Out of anger I said something really bad to my Mom. And also, he didn't come to get my gift. I cried and cried. I wanted to talk to someone. So I called JK and he healed me... With some of his words I was healed. And I said sorry to my Mom!
WHATEVER WE SAY AND WHOEVER WE HAVE, OUR MOM IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS GONNA BE WITH US EVEN AT THE WORST TIME...♡︎
And this is the gift I chose for him... He don't even has the luck to see it. Because I left it somewhere with the cake!

 

[Honey bunch]

October 16th was my boyfriend's birthday. We couldn't meet that day because I had exams. So I couldn't give him gifts too. So I planned to meet him on 24th October and I asked one of my crat work doing friends to prepare a bouquet with chocolates on it. I asked 2 days before about the date. He said yes for those two days and even on the day of date I asked him in the morning. He said yes till then. My parents don't know about my relationship. So I told them that I'm going out with my friends. Dad accepted at first, but Mom said that you shouldn't go, it's a rainy day, you won't be careful be careful alone... Etc etc... I was yelling at her like for the first time like this. They accepted everything I asked for, but this was the first time a rejection. I don't know why maybe there's something behind it. I literally said that I don't wanna see you again, you are a headache to me, and for heaven's sake I said I want you to die somehow indirectly. She was crying, but I don't know what was on my mind at that time. I didn't even hear her words. I got out from home and bought the cake I ordered for him. I was travelling on the way in bus and suddenly I got a notification on my phone and it was him. It gave me an instant regret. I was like.. What the fuck am I doing! I yelled at my Mom for a person like him.. He was not coming to meet me. He said there was something emergency. But.. Still... I got out of the bus and left the redvelvet cake and the bouquet at the road side. And left back to home. And called mom, she was talking to me in a polite way... She even asked if I want to eat something special, she can order for me. She paid the money for my food. I came home and my heart was literally breaking. Out of anger I said something really bad to my Mom. And also, he didn't come to get my gift. I cried and cried. I wanted to talk to someone. So I called JK and he healed me... With some of his words I was healed. And I said sorry to my Mom!
WHATEVER WE SAY AND WHOEVER WE HAVE, OUR MOM IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS GONNA BE WITH US EVEN AT THE WORST TIME...♡︎
And this is the gift I chose for him... He don't even has the luck to see it. Because I left it somewhere with the cake!
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This honestly hurts to read.
Sometimes, when emotions take over, we end up hurting the very people who love us the most. I am glad you realised your mistake and apologised to your mom.

Please don't let your disappointment with one person affect the bond you share with the people who genuinely care about you.

Gifts can always be bought again, but the words we say in anger can hurt someone long after the moment has passed.

Give your mom a big hug, and learn to be a little kinder to yourself, too.

We all make mistakes, but what's important is that we learn from them.
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[AARADHYAA❤️]

mother’s love is truly unconditional. Glad you realised it and said sorry to her.

 

[Soofiih]

This honestly hurts to read.
Sometimes, when emotions take over, we end up hurting the very people who love us the most. I am glad you realised your mistake and apologised to your mom.

Please don't let your disappointment with one person affect the bond you share with the people who genuinely care about you.

Gifts can always be bought again, but the words we say in anger can hurt someone long after the moment has passed.

Give your mom a big hug, and learn to be a little kinder to yourself, too.

We all make mistakes, but what's important is that we learn from them.
​

I'm thankful, cuz she didn't even blame me even after knowing that the plan got cancelled... And I will always be patient for her..

 

[Soofiih]

mother’s love is truly unconditional. Glad you realised it and said sorry to her.

Yeahh! I realised it, but a bit late!

 

[Honey bunch]

I'm thankful, cuz she didn't even blame me even after knowing that the plan got cancelled... And I will always be patient for her..

That's the beauty of a mother's love. Understanding over blame, always. And your patience is a beautiful way to cherish her. ​

 

[cheetra]

Soofiih, you are very cute..
The way you expressed the incident felt like I was listening to you sitting across from me.
It is not that you are not going to fight with your mom again. this time it was for this, but next time it could be about a silly dress or a sleepover with friends. These fights are also part of the love we share with parents.
They teach us to be kind rather than being right.
Even without knowing it, you will become like your mother, a caring, strong woman.

So rejoice and don't be sad; she wouldn't like you to be sad.

 

[AudaciousAlpha]

October 16th was my boyfriend's birthday. We couldn't meet that day because I had exams. So I couldn't give him gifts too. So I planned to meet him on 24th October and I asked one of my crat work doing friends to prepare a bouquet with chocolates on it. I asked 2 days before about the date. He said yes for those two days and even on the day of date I asked him in the morning. He said yes till then. My parents don't know about my relationship. So I told them that I'm going out with my friends. Dad accepted at first, but Mom said that you shouldn't go, it's a rainy day, you won't be careful be careful alone... Etc etc... I was yelling at her like for the first time like this. They accepted everything I asked for, but this was the first time a rejection. I don't know why maybe there's something behind it. I literally said that I don't wanna see you again, you are a headache to me, and for heaven's sake I said I want you to die somehow indirectly. She was crying, but I don't know what was on my mind at that time. I didn't even hear her words. I got out from home and bought the cake I ordered for him. I was travelling on the way in bus and suddenly I got a notification on my phone and it was him. It gave me an instant regret. I was like.. What the fuck am I doing! I yelled at my Mom for a person like him.. He was not coming to meet me. He said there was something emergency. But.. Still... I got out of the bus and left the redvelvet cake and the bouquet at the road side. And left back to home. And called mom, she was talking to me in a polite way... She even asked if I want to eat something special, she can order for me. She paid the money for my food. I came home and my heart was literally breaking. Out of anger I said something really bad to my Mom. And also, he didn't come to get my gift. I cried and cried. I wanted to talk to someone. So I called JK and he healed me... With some of his words I was healed. And I said sorry to my Mom!
WHATEVER WE SAY AND WHOEVER WE HAVE, OUR MOM IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO IS GONNA BE WITH US EVEN AT THE WORST TIME...♡︎
And this is the gift I chose for him... He don't even has the luck to see it. Because I left it somewhere with the cake!
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A truly heartfelt lesson.We all make mistakes in moments of anger, but realizing them and apologizing takes courage. A mother’s love is precious beyond words—may we always cherish it while we have the chance.​