I know I'm doing a mistake... But... I love spreading love to people... I'm already in a healthy relationship in real and my boyfriend, he is really a GEM
I also love to create virtual love... And I created one in a platform (not zozo). We used to talk before. But never was in a relationship. I'm a person who doesn't like to check dm's everytime... So whenever I just give a double tick to his messages he just clear the history of the chat and leave for a lot of days. Then again he'll come, because I don't know what his user id is. So... One day we called and talked for a lot and lot time... And I felt like feeling revealed, he did too! That's what made us be in a relationship. He said that he is an attention seeker like, he want me to give my attention to him. Okay I agreed And we talked for 5-6 days continuously. He is in Dubai, so he will be free only from 1:30am onwards (Indian time). So I changed my schedules like eating food, sleeping, waking up, studies, works, etc etc... I told him 3 days before going to my cousin's home that, I maybe not be free to call him if my cousins are around me. He agreed and just asked in a childish way that "Won't you be free for atleast a few minutes?" I said "I'LL TRY!" I went to my cousin's home. And it was soo good there. Because we were meeting all together after 3 years. It was such a happiness. On the same day I reached there we went to Guruvayoor temple in Thrissur. I didn't take my phone with me (we are not allowed to take phones inside the temple otherwise we have to keep it in the cloak room, but i wasn't comfortable doing it) so I kept it at home. We were planned to go home after it but it was late like 9:30pm when we got outside. So we planned for a car drive at night. We went straight to Chavakkad beach and had dosa and were speeding and enjoying. And slept in between this also... And reached back home at 4:30am. And when I woke up yesterday I saw his missed calls like for 1000 times and I explained everything to him. But he said that my other user id was online at that time. The other id is used by some people (my cousins and friends) so it must be them ( it has some features which can create bots easily). I explained it to him.. But he isn't believing it... Like I was crying and crying while sending the voice notes to him. I am calling him. He keeps ignoring me... I'm now like... Feeling... Too bad... I don't know... I am trying to reach him for 5 days... I feel like everything is MY MISTAKE... I am wrong here...
But you know what? This isn't my first time facing these kind of things... A lot people I used to love online said this to me and when I tried to give them love they gave me a huge HEARTBREAK
I also love to create virtual love... And I created one in a platform (not zozo). We used to talk before. But never was in a relationship. I'm a person who doesn't like to check dm's everytime... So whenever I just give a double tick to his messages he just clear the history of the chat and leave for a lot of days. Then again he'll come, because I don't know what his user id is. So... One day we called and talked for a lot and lot time... And I felt like feeling revealed, he did too! That's what made us be in a relationship. He said that he is an attention seeker like, he want me to give my attention to him. Okay I agreed And we talked for 5-6 days continuously. He is in Dubai, so he will be free only from 1:30am onwards (Indian time). So I changed my schedules like eating food, sleeping, waking up, studies, works, etc etc... I told him 3 days before going to my cousin's home that, I maybe not be free to call him if my cousins are around me. He agreed and just asked in a childish way that "Won't you be free for atleast a few minutes?" I said "I'LL TRY!" I went to my cousin's home. And it was soo good there. Because we were meeting all together after 3 years. It was such a happiness. On the same day I reached there we went to Guruvayoor temple in Thrissur. I didn't take my phone with me (we are not allowed to take phones inside the temple otherwise we have to keep it in the cloak room, but i wasn't comfortable doing it) so I kept it at home. We were planned to go home after it but it was late like 9:30pm when we got outside. So we planned for a car drive at night. We went straight to Chavakkad beach and had dosa and were speeding and enjoying. And slept in between this also... And reached back home at 4:30am. And when I woke up yesterday I saw his missed calls like for 1000 times and I explained everything to him. But he said that my other user id was online at that time. The other id is used by some people (my cousins and friends) so it must be them ( it has some features which can create bots easily). I explained it to him.. But he isn't believing it... Like I was crying and crying while sending the voice notes to him. I am calling him. He keeps ignoring me... I'm now like... Feeling... Too bad... I don't know... I am trying to reach him for 5 days... I feel like everything is MY MISTAKE... I am wrong here... But you know what? This isn't my first time facing these kind of things... A lot people I used to love online said this to me and when I tried to give them love they gave me a huge HEARTBREAK
Sometimes, no matter how pure our intentions are, people may misunderstand us, and that’s something we can’t always control. You can’t keep hurting yourself trying to make someone understand your heart.
