There is something about autumn that made me want to reconnect with my inner self.
Suddenly im not all about being workaholic.
Year of being on scrubs and caps and alarms that would haunt me even in my sleep.
Til yesterday shifts over and in the parking lot i felt the cool breeze and the wind that swiftly let my hair brush my cheeks.
Like a hum that tried to whisper “im here” gosh it do makes me chuckle thinking bout it.
Like the whimsy side of me wanted to take over and be in control again.
Suddenly i wanted to write , to sing and to paint and dont be trap in the system of well idk its not even a 9-5 job but surely does ate all my time.
Maybe autumn or Fall whatever you call it, is a reminder that its okay to take it slow and enjoy life.
Maybe thats what it meant. That i dont have to save everyone else and keep them alive , but also to remember that am a person and i need to save myself too.
Bruh. Autumn or fall whatever you call it is always making me feel this way.
over and out zozo diary 101 .
Suddenly im not all about being workaholic.
Year of being on scrubs and caps and alarms that would haunt me even in my sleep.
Til yesterday shifts over and in the parking lot i felt the cool breeze and the wind that swiftly let my hair brush my cheeks.
Like a hum that tried to whisper “im here” gosh it do makes me chuckle thinking bout it.
Like the whimsy side of me wanted to take over and be in control again.
Suddenly i wanted to write , to sing and to paint and dont be trap in the system of well idk its not even a 9-5 job but surely does ate all my time.
Maybe autumn or Fall whatever you call it, is a reminder that its okay to take it slow and enjoy life.
Maybe thats what it meant. That i dont have to save everyone else and keep them alive , but also to remember that am a person and i need to save myself too.
Bruh. Autumn or fall whatever you call it is always making me feel this way.
over and out zozo diary 101 .