It’s strange how a single person can hold such power over your mind how a single message, or the absence of it, can twist a peaceful day into a battlefield inside your head. I don’t want that to be you. I don’t want your words, your silence, or your changing moods to become the anchor dragging me into the deep waters of doubt.
I’ve fought too many nights with my own thoughts dissecting every glance, replaying every conversation, searching for hidden meanings in things that were probably never there. It’s exhausting, how the heart can create storms from whispers. And yet, when it comes to you, I feel that same spiral starting again… the one I promised myself I’d never fall into.
It’s not because I don’t care. It’s because I care too much. And when I care too much, I lose parts of myself trying to read between your lines, trying to predict your feelings, trying to understand what you won’t say out loud. I want to love you without the weight of constant guessing, without turning my affection into an endless puzzle.
So please be clear, be honest, be steady. Don’t make me search for reassurance in the shadows. I want to feel safe in your presence, not trapped in my own mind because of it. I’ve built myself back up from the damage of overthinking once before, and I can’t let that cycle repeat.
I don’t want you to be the reason my thoughts keep me awake at night. I want you to be the reason I sleep peacefully.
Marcello
I’ve fought too many nights with my own thoughts dissecting every glance, replaying every conversation, searching for hidden meanings in things that were probably never there. It’s exhausting, how the heart can create storms from whispers. And yet, when it comes to you, I feel that same spiral starting again… the one I promised myself I’d never fall into.
It’s not because I don’t care. It’s because I care too much. And when I care too much, I lose parts of myself trying to read between your lines, trying to predict your feelings, trying to understand what you won’t say out loud. I want to love you without the weight of constant guessing, without turning my affection into an endless puzzle.
So please be clear, be honest, be steady. Don’t make me search for reassurance in the shadows. I want to feel safe in your presence, not trapped in my own mind because of it. I’ve built myself back up from the damage of overthinking once before, and I can’t let that cycle repeat.
I don’t want you to be the reason my thoughts keep me awake at night. I want you to be the reason I sleep peacefully.
Marcello
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