Again.

[JustLikeADream]

Why am I losing it again? I’m sick of this. I can’t handle this fucking shit anymore. Breaking down again and again when you genuinely think you’re okay, that you’re positive, that you’re good, and still finding yourself in tears, with a shivering body and a heavy heart, is perhaps the scariest part of living. And here I am, stuck again, not knowing what’s happening to me. Why am I crying? Why this shit, when I was happy, when I was peaceful, when everything seemed okay? I’m literally hating everything about myself at this point. I think I’m going to be labelled forever as the “mood swings girl.” Feels painfully funny, somehow. At this point in life, I can’t even think anymore. Is it overthinking? No. I wasn’t even thinking. Then what the hell is it? How am I supposed to describe this to myself? I’m fucking fed up with this. I really, really am.

//J

 

[COFFEE☕]

CRY! Cry if you want to! Cry yourself to sleep! That is something you can do for yourself. You will be awesome as new in the morning with shiny shiny skin.

 

[Anshhi]

Why am I losing it again? I’m sick of this. I can’t handle this fucking shit anymore. Breaking down again and again when you genuinely think you’re okay, that you’re positive, that you’re good, and still finding yourself in tears, with a shivering body and a heavy heart, is perhaps the scariest part of living. And here I am, stuck again, not knowing what’s happening to me. Why am I crying? Why this shit, when I was happy, when I was peaceful, when everything seemed okay? I’m literally hating everything about myself at this point. I think I’m going to be labelled forever as the “mood swings girl.” Feels painfully funny, somehow. At this point in life, I can’t even think anymore. Is it overthinking? No. I wasn’t even thinking. Then what the hell is it? How am I supposed to describe this to myself? I’m fucking fed up with this. I really, really am.

//J

Don't blame yourself. Breaking down for no apparent reason doesn't mean you are weak; it just means your heart and mind have been tired for a long time. Take some time, this too shall pass.

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[Hazell]

Why am I losing it again? I’m sick of this. I can’t handle this fucking shit anymore. Breaking down again and again when you genuinely think you’re okay, that you’re positive, that you’re good, and still finding yourself in tears, with a shivering body and a heavy heart, is perhaps the scariest part of living. And here I am, stuck again, not knowing what’s happening to me. Why am I crying? Why this shit, when I was happy, when I was peaceful, when everything seemed okay? I’m literally hating everything about myself at this point. I think I’m going to be labelled forever as the “mood swings girl.” Feels painfully funny, somehow. At this point in life, I can’t even think anymore. Is it overthinking? No. I wasn’t even thinking. Then what the hell is it? How am I supposed to describe this to myself? I’m fucking fed up with this. I really, really am.

//J

Girl, you’re not alone I had the worst mood swings last week too. One minute I’m fine, the next I’m fighting for my life emotionally for absolutely no reason. You’re not broken. It happens. Be kind to yourself.

 

[Subha07]

Why am I losing it again? I’m sick of this. I can’t handle this fucking shit anymore. Breaking down again and again when you genuinely think you’re okay, that you’re positive, that you’re good, and still finding yourself in tears, with a shivering body and a heavy heart, is perhaps the scariest part of living. And here I am, stuck again, not knowing what’s happening to me. Why am I crying? Why this shit, when I was happy, when I was peaceful, when everything seemed okay? I’m literally hating everything about myself at this point. I think I’m going to be labelled forever as the “mood swings girl.” Feels painfully funny, somehow. At this point in life, I can’t even think anymore. Is it overthinking? No. I wasn’t even thinking. Then what the hell is it? How am I supposed to describe this to myself? I’m fucking fed up with this. I really, really am.

//J

Bro it happens whom you loved and prioritized the most ...he or she will ignore you the most ....whom you ignore he or she will be concerned about you...this is the hursh truth of circussed world