I don't know if I should write this.
But then again, the yes in my brain sounds far louder than the no in my heart.
And being a girl who listens to her brain rather than her heart, well… let me just give in to this thought.
I've been thinking way too much about this one fantasy lately. And no, it's not just an ordinary fantasy.
There's something inevitably dark about it. Something wickedly sweet and overwhelmingly bitter.
Something tempting enough to keep me thinking about it, even when I know I should probably be thinking about something else.
I've been imagining that moment when I'll finally give in. The first touch, the gentle pressure, the hardness and the wetness… and that thought of the fluid slowly oozing out.
Aaghhh… just the thought of it! Ecstatic!!
I've tried distracting myself from it. I've tried convincing myself that it's just a passing thought and that I'll eventually get over it.
But the harder I try to ignore it, the weaker my resistance gets. It keeps finding its way back into my mind, tempting me all over again.
I don't know if it's normal for a twenty-six-year-old to be entertaining such thoughts, but at this point, I'm not sure I even want to stop.
I've tried to control myself. I really did.
But some desires are just too hard to suppress. The more I think about them, the more I want them. And eventually, even the strongest willpower has its limits.
So, I gave in.
I went out, walked into a shop, and bought one packet.
And finally, I could put my restless mind to rest.
Sunfeast Dark Fantasy Choco Fills Cookies.
The yummiest...!!!
But then again, the yes in my brain sounds far louder than the no in my heart.
And being a girl who listens to her brain rather than her heart, well… let me just give in to this thought.
I've been thinking way too much about this one fantasy lately. And no, it's not just an ordinary fantasy.
There's something inevitably dark about it. Something wickedly sweet and overwhelmingly bitter.
Something tempting enough to keep me thinking about it, even when I know I should probably be thinking about something else.
I've been imagining that moment when I'll finally give in. The first touch, the gentle pressure, the hardness and the wetness… and that thought of the fluid slowly oozing out.
Aaghhh… just the thought of it! Ecstatic!!
I've tried distracting myself from it. I've tried convincing myself that it's just a passing thought and that I'll eventually get over it.
But the harder I try to ignore it, the weaker my resistance gets. It keeps finding its way back into my mind, tempting me all over again.
I don't know if it's normal for a twenty-six-year-old to be entertaining such thoughts, but at this point, I'm not sure I even want to stop.
I've tried to control myself. I really did.
But some desires are just too hard to suppress. The more I think about them, the more I want them. And eventually, even the strongest willpower has its limits.
So, I gave in.
I went out, walked into a shop, and bought one packet.
And finally, I could put my restless mind to rest.
Sunfeast Dark Fantasy Choco Fills Cookies.
The yummiest...!!!





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