nandini00
Wellknown Ace
Night has a way
of pulling honest things
from the heart.
And tonight,
if I am being truthful,
I think I am tired.
Not the kind of tired
that sleep can fix.
The kind that comes
from pouring and pouring
from your own cup
until there is barely enough left
to quench your own thirst.
I have spent so much of my life
being the safe place.
The helper.
The listener.
The one who stays.
The one who gives
even when it hurts.
And sometimes I wonder
what it would feel like
to be on the receiving end
of that kind of love.
To have someone notice
the weight I carry
without being asked.
To have someone protect
my peace
the way I protect theirs.
To have someone care
about my happiness
with the same tenderness
I offer so freely.
Because if I’m honest,
beneath all the strength,
beneath all the resilience,
beneath the endless giving…
there is still a heart
that longs to be chosen too.
Not when it’s convenient.
Not when there is nothing else to do.
But intentionally.
Wholeheartedly.
To feel someone say,
“Rest. I’ve got you this time.”
To know that for once,
the burden is shared.
That the love is mutual.
That the effort
travels both directions.
I do not need perfection.
I do not need grand gestures.
I only want what every heart
quietly hopes for:
To feel seen.
To feel valued.
To feel like my needs matter too.
And maybe there is nothing selfish
about wanting that.
Maybe even the strongest souls
deserve a place to set down
their armor.
So tonight,
if your heart feels weary
from always being the one who gives,
remember this:
Wanting to be loved well
is not asking for too much.
It is asking for what love
was always meant to be.
of pulling honest things
from the heart.
And tonight,
if I am being truthful,
I think I am tired.
Not the kind of tired
that sleep can fix.
The kind that comes
from pouring and pouring
from your own cup
until there is barely enough left
to quench your own thirst.
I have spent so much of my life
being the safe place.
The helper.
The listener.
The one who stays.
The one who gives
even when it hurts.
And sometimes I wonder
what it would feel like
to be on the receiving end
of that kind of love.
To have someone notice
the weight I carry
without being asked.
To have someone protect
my peace
the way I protect theirs.
To have someone care
about my happiness
with the same tenderness
I offer so freely.
Because if I’m honest,
beneath all the strength,
beneath all the resilience,
beneath the endless giving…
there is still a heart
that longs to be chosen too.
Not when it’s convenient.
Not when there is nothing else to do.
But intentionally.
Wholeheartedly.
To feel someone say,
“Rest. I’ve got you this time.”
To know that for once,
the burden is shared.
That the love is mutual.
That the effort
travels both directions.
I do not need perfection.
I do not need grand gestures.
I only want what every heart
quietly hopes for:
To feel seen.
To feel valued.
To feel like my needs matter too.
And maybe there is nothing selfish
about wanting that.
Maybe even the strongest souls
deserve a place to set down
their armor.
So tonight,
if your heart feels weary
from always being the one who gives,
remember this:
Wanting to be loved well
is not asking for too much.
It is asking for what love
was always meant to be.
