It's a certain incident from my past rolling few years back..
I always waited for that certain one person from my childhood till the end of college. At younger age it was different feel u know i am a hyperactive person always playful playing lots of games and does a lot of talk. Laughing without no worries smiling and jovial type not the shy type and sad type.
Well cut to the thread i will wait for that one single text maybe it's a good morning or gd night or harsh tones I waited for her everyday every morning every night
.But u know I was at the last person on her list but first at block list.. It's kind of sad and i always thought till day i should haven't or tried differently.It was my error all along i didn't realise I was over caring and still can't stop it for now also and i feel sorry for that and it ended in a tragedy..
Everything i did all went to bite the dust
Her presence was like a heaven for me but my presence was a hell for her...
What a opposite hemisphere we are
We are not positive negative more of like a negative negative.. never attached
Repelling me always
She's a distance moon that can't be touched
This is what she saidddddddd:-
You haven't any other things to do why are u disturbing me always ahe said and those words hit me hard and i was completely heart broken till now I replay those chats in my mind..
It killed me instantlyand I was never the same again...
Yeah like a summer season everything went drought and dark ....
I still regret for what I did...
Maybe I still do overcare now too and it's difficult I can't change my personality i am trying hard not to care but I don't know man I keep looking for them even though they hurt me pretty badly..
Sometimes they ignore u and speak happily to others and saying I have work but couldn't spend time with others but have time to spend with their golden people.It happened one day and i was broken again too.
Words are like spikes
if u don't speak carefully it will haunt u till the end of days....
I wondered why I can't hate people that hate me
Its a kind of sad reality but it's the truth..
She's the spikey one and I am soft one.
Well u have to keep ur words sometimes still or not speak at all .
I always waited for that certain one person from my childhood till the end of college. At younger age it was different feel u know i am a hyperactive person always playful playing lots of games and does a lot of talk. Laughing without no worries smiling and jovial type not the shy type and sad type.
Well cut to the thread i will wait for that one single text maybe it's a good morning or gd night or harsh tones I waited for her everyday every morning every night
.But u know I was at the last person on her list but first at block list.. It's kind of sad and i always thought till day i should haven't or tried differently.It was my error all along i didn't realise I was over caring and still can't stop it for now also and i feel sorry for that and it ended in a tragedy..Everything i did all went to bite the dust
Her presence was like a heaven for me but my presence was a hell for her...
What a opposite hemisphere we are
We are not positive negative more of like a negative negative.. never attached
Repelling me always She's a distance moon that can't be touched
This is what she saidddddddd:-
You haven't any other things to do why are u disturbing me always ahe said and those words hit me hard and i was completely heart broken till now I replay those chats in my mind..
It killed me instantly
and I was never the same again...Yeah like a summer season everything went drought and dark ....
I still regret for what I did...
Maybe I still do overcare now too and it's difficult I can't change my personality i am trying hard not to care but I don't know man I keep looking for them even though they hurt me pretty badly..
Sometimes they ignore u and speak happily to others and saying I have work but couldn't spend time with others but have time to spend with their golden people.It happened one day and i was broken again too.
Words are like spikes
if u don't speak carefully it will haunt u till the end of days....I wondered why I can't hate people that hate me
Its a kind of sad reality but it's the truth..
She's the spikey one and I am soft one.
Well u have to keep ur words sometimes still or not speak at all .
@dopamine
