MaYa
Favoured Frenzy
The Love I Couldn’t Hold
If only I had found U first,
Touched the edge of UR Quiet Heart,
Then perhaps these Thousand Feelings
Wouldn’t have to Hide in the Dark...
I Loved U at the First Breath of Meeting,
Before Names, Before Reasons, Before Trust,
A sudden Flood of Hope and Desire,
That broke my Careful, Guarded Silence...
U were Gentle, Distant and Cold,
Never meant to Warm the Part of Me that Burned...
Why does this Fate Forever Hold?
To Love a Soul so Detached and Free,
A Love that was Never meant to be Mine,
A Future that could Never be...
U never wished to Cause Me Pain,
Yet our Paths Crossed, a Twist of Fate...
Didn’t U see, Again and Again,
My Heart Exposed, too soon?
Perhaps I’m not the One U seek,
In Life’s Grand Story, yet Untold.
It was just Me, so Delicate,
My Feelings Spilled...
Know this,
My Heart held what was True,
Not a Drama, Not a Show, Just Real...
We Part with the Weakest of our Stories,
And keep the Light of U, perhaps, in Me...
Even as I Let U Go,
U will Stay in the Deepest Corner of Me,
Not as Regret,
But as the Tender Wound I Carry,
To Remind Myself
That I Once Loved U More,
Than My Own Silence.
If only I had found U first,
Touched the edge of UR Quiet Heart,
Then perhaps these Thousand Feelings
Wouldn’t have to Hide in the Dark...
I Loved U at the First Breath of Meeting,
Before Names, Before Reasons, Before Trust,
A sudden Flood of Hope and Desire,
That broke my Careful, Guarded Silence...
U were Gentle, Distant and Cold,
Never meant to Warm the Part of Me that Burned...
Why does this Fate Forever Hold?
To Love a Soul so Detached and Free,
A Love that was Never meant to be Mine,
A Future that could Never be...
U never wished to Cause Me Pain,
Yet our Paths Crossed, a Twist of Fate...
Didn’t U see, Again and Again,
My Heart Exposed, too soon?
Perhaps I’m not the One U seek,
In Life’s Grand Story, yet Untold.
It was just Me, so Delicate,
My Feelings Spilled...
Know this,
My Heart held what was True,
Not a Drama, Not a Show, Just Real...
We Part with the Weakest of our Stories,
And keep the Light of U, perhaps, in Me...
Even as I Let U Go,
U will Stay in the Deepest Corner of Me,
Not as Regret,
But as the Tender Wound I Carry,
To Remind Myself
That I Once Loved U More,
Than My Own Silence.
