Ummm...
Times like this make me feel really sick, why is it that I'm surrounded by hundreds of persons but still all alone. There are faces some familiar some unknown but the thing that is bounding everyone is the happiness they are feeling to be here but I highly doubt that all of that is even real or people are just really good at faking happiness I also sometimes wonder if actually everything is fine it's just something wrong in me I guess I'll never know. I don't know why do I always comes at these places I mean every single time I know what is going to happen but everytime. I think I'm just stuck in this loop of being accepted maybe all i want is just some acceptance. The thing is in simple terms I guess I just abhor everyone deep down and this is the thing that is stopping me from getting to be among everyone or be happy when I'm surrounded by people and the thing is these gathering does not happen very often so it is just a matter of few days or hours maybe and so I don't think it is important to o take some drastic measures.
. "Everything will be fine"
Times like this make me feel really sick, why is it that I'm surrounded by hundreds of persons but still all alone. There are faces some familiar some unknown but the thing that is bounding everyone is the happiness they are feeling to be here but I highly doubt that all of that is even real or people are just really good at faking happiness I also sometimes wonder if actually everything is fine it's just something wrong in me I guess I'll never know. I don't know why do I always comes at these places I mean every single time I know what is going to happen but everytime. I think I'm just stuck in this loop of being accepted maybe all i want is just some acceptance. The thing is in simple terms I guess I just abhor everyone deep down and this is the thing that is stopping me from getting to be among everyone or be happy when I'm surrounded by people and the thing is these gathering does not happen very often so it is just a matter of few days or hours maybe and so I don't think it is important to o take some drastic measures.
. "Everything will be fine"