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After that goodbye, everything inside me just… collapsed. I felt devastated. Empty. So confused, so anxious. I couldn’t sit still. I kept going over every word, every moment, trying to make sense of it. Why like that? Why so sudden?
I couldn’t stop myself—I reached out to him. It was impulsive, I know… but I needed him to know what that goodbye did to me. I tried explaining how it broke something inside me. But he didn’t respond. Not a single word.
Just silence..
The silence was heavier than the goodbye
I felt helpless.
So I did something I don’t usually do—I reached out to our mutual friend. I told her everything, every bit of the anxiety and chaos inside me. I asked her, begged her, to please talk to him. Not to fix things… just to help me get some closure. Just something. Anything.
She said she would try.
And then—about an hour later—I saw a notification popped up
My heart raced when I saw a notification from him, and I opened it with anxious anticipation.
I still remember exactly what that message said.
"Seriously I do not understand this closure business , with due respect to the time and things we spend and things we shared i still respect you , but the problem is u didn't get the intricacies of myself..blaming me and my non availability"
After reading his closure message, something in me went quiet.
It hurt, yes—but I also saw the truth in his words. I realized I was the one asking for more… more clarity, more reassurance, more answers. I was tangled in my own overthinking, reading too much into silence expecting too much from someone who had already given what he could.
And in doing so, I ended up losing something truly beautiful.
Tears rolled in, blurring the screen before me..
Each word made my heart feel heavier.
It took me a few days—honestly, longer than that—to accept it.
But eventually, I did. I stopped reaching out. I sat with the pain. And slowly, I started to cope
Maybe destiny only allowed us that much time.?!
Maybe that was all we were ever meant to have.?!
I came back online, trying to distract myself from what had happened, and began blending into the active wall.
Suddenly, a message popped up:
"Helloo"
I ignored it — he was on a different ID, and so was I.
After a while, another message came:
"How are you?"
I was puzzled and asked, "Do you know me?"
He replied, "Yes… and you know me too," then called me by the same nickname he always used. I was pleasantly surprised.
Curious, I asked, "But you said goodbye, right?"
He answered, "I really didn’t want to hurt you… so I came back."
A soft wave of relief washed over me — he was back, he wanted to talk to me again… and my heart smiled.
Continued.....
After that goodbye, everything inside me just… collapsed. I felt devastated. Empty. So confused, so anxious. I couldn’t sit still. I kept going over every word, every moment, trying to make sense of it. Why like that? Why so sudden?
I couldn’t stop myself—I reached out to him. It was impulsive, I know… but I needed him to know what that goodbye did to me. I tried explaining how it broke something inside me. But he didn’t respond. Not a single word.
Just silence..
The silence was heavier than the goodbye
I felt helpless.
So I did something I don’t usually do—I reached out to our mutual friend. I told her everything, every bit of the anxiety and chaos inside me. I asked her, begged her, to please talk to him. Not to fix things… just to help me get some closure. Just something. Anything.
She said she would try.
And then—about an hour later—I saw a notification popped up
My heart raced when I saw a notification from him, and I opened it with anxious anticipation.
I still remember exactly what that message said.
"Seriously I do not understand this closure business , with due respect to the time and things we spend and things we shared i still respect you , but the problem is u didn't get the intricacies of myself..blaming me and my non availability"
After reading his closure message, something in me went quiet.
It hurt, yes—but I also saw the truth in his words. I realized I was the one asking for more… more clarity, more reassurance, more answers. I was tangled in my own overthinking, reading too much into silence expecting too much from someone who had already given what he could.
And in doing so, I ended up losing something truly beautiful.
Tears rolled in, blurring the screen before me..
Each word made my heart feel heavier.
It took me a few days—honestly, longer than that—to accept it.
But eventually, I did. I stopped reaching out. I sat with the pain. And slowly, I started to cope
Maybe destiny only allowed us that much time.?!
Maybe that was all we were ever meant to have.?!
I came back online, trying to distract myself from what had happened, and began blending into the active wall.
Suddenly, a message popped up:
"Helloo"
I ignored it — he was on a different ID, and so was I.
After a while, another message came:
"How are you?"
I was puzzled and asked, "Do you know me?"
He replied, "Yes… and you know me too," then called me by the same nickname he always used. I was pleasantly surprised.
Curious, I asked, "But you said goodbye, right?"
He answered, "I really didn’t want to hurt you… so I came back."
A soft wave of relief washed over me — he was back, he wanted to talk to me again… and my heart smiled.
Continued.....
