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I am doing the same MISTAKE AGAIN AND AGAIN!

Baron_Smith said:
Ma'am don't think for him too much.. don't change yourself and your daily routines for anyone.. I have done it twice and even hold the strings for long out of respect for our relationship and love for them.. but what they thought was I was so desperate.. I even let go off my ego, asked sorries even if it was not needed..
Final nail in the coffin is that my name was in her suicide letter because I was not spending enough time with her.. I cried like 2 hrs to stop her from.doing anything stupid and atlast I succeeded and she said let me vomit and come back.. I was taken aback.. she consumed already.. then I let the strings loose... They requested me to be with them for their Bday to book a resort near my place or in Kerala for date night which I outright rejected.
Those girls are very highly educated high earning in US and Europe, beautiful and still too crazy..
All I did good, even though I am not in any idea to pursue them in real..

IF THEY ARE LONELY AND DESPERATE, YOUR LIFE WILL BE SCREWED..
Your life is already getting screwed and so leave that relationship ASAP..
We must need Us more than others need Us.
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Doesn't feel like the person I know you are a different guy.
 
Soofiih said:
I know I'm doing a mistake... But... I love spreading love to people... I'm already in a healthy relationship in real and my boyfriend, he is really a GEM❤️ I also love to create virtual love... And I created one in a platform (not zozo). We used to talk before. But never was in a relationship. I'm a person who doesn't like to check dm's everytime... So whenever I just give a double tick to his messages he just clear the history of the chat and leave for a lot of days. Then again he'll come, because I don't know what his user id is. So... One day we called and talked for a lot and lot time... And I felt like feeling revealed, he did too! That's what made us be in a relationship. He said that he is an attention seeker like, he want me to give my attention to him. Okay I agreed❤️ And we talked for 5-6 days continuously. He is in Dubai, so he will be free only from 1:30am onwards (Indian time). So I changed my schedules like eating food, sleeping, waking up, studies, works, etc etc... I told him 3 days before going to my cousin's home that, I maybe not be free to call him if my cousins are around me. He agreed and just asked in a childish way that "Won't you be free for atleast a few minutes?" I said "I'LL TRY!" I went to my cousin's home. And it was soo good there. Because we were meeting all together after 3 years. It was such a happiness. On the same day I reached there we went to Guruvayoor temple in Thrissur. I didn't take my phone with me (we are not allowed to take phones inside the temple otherwise we have to keep it in the cloak room, but i wasn't comfortable doing it) so I kept it at home. We were planned to go home after it but it was late like 9:30pm when we got outside. So we planned for a car drive at night. We went straight to Chavakkad beach and had dosa and were speeding and enjoying. And slept in between this also... And reached back home at 4:30am. And when I woke up yesterday I saw his missed calls like for 1000 times and I explained everything to him. But he said that my other user id was online at that time. The other id is used by some people (my cousins and friends) so it must be them ( it has some features which can create bots easily). I explained it to him.. But he isn't believing it... Like I was crying and crying while sending the voice notes to him. I am calling him. He keeps ignoring me... I'm now like... Feeling... Too bad... I don't know... I am trying to reach him for 5 days... I feel like everything is MY MISTAKE... I am wrong here...
But you know what? This isn't my first time facing these kind of things... A lot people I used to love online said this to me and when I tried to give them love they gave me a huge HEARTBREAK :)
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@Soofiih Don't be so hard on yourself for having a heart that loves deeply. ❤️

You can't always control how others respond to your love, but you can control how much of yourself you are willing to sacrifice to keep someone around.

A healthy connection needs understanding, trust, and effort from both sides. You can explain your situation, but you shouldn't have to keep proving your intentions through tears. Give him space to process things, and give yourself some peace, too.

Loving someone shouldn't mean losing yourself in the process.
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winee said:
Gurllll, please don’t be so hard on yourself. ♥️Sometimes, no matter how pure our intentions are, people may misunderstand us, and that’s something we can’t always control. You can’t keep hurting yourself trying to make someone understand your heart.

You deserve peace, too, okay? Don’t let this situation make you question your worth or change the beautiful way you care for people. But remember, love shouldn’t leave you feeling like you’re constantly begging to be understood. :heart1:

Take a step back, breathe, and give yourself some time. You don’t have to fix everything today. What’s meant to be understood will be understood with time. Please take care of yourself, girl. You matter, too. :blessing:
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Noted that! Thanks sweety!❤️
 
Honey bunch said:
@Soofiih Don't be so hard on yourself for having a heart that loves deeply. ❤️

You can't always control how others respond to your love, but you can control how much of yourself you are willing to sacrifice to keep someone around.

A healthy connection needs understanding, trust, and effort from both sides. You can explain your situation, but you shouldn't have to keep proving your intentions through tears. Give him space to process things, and give yourself some peace, too.

Loving someone shouldn't mean losing yourself in the process.
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I hope everything's gonna be alright!
 
Soofiih said:
I know I'm doing a mistake... But... I love spreading love to people... I'm already in a healthy relationship in real and my boyfriend, he is really a GEM❤️ I also love to create virtual love... And I created one in a platform (not zozo). We used to talk before. But never was in a relationship. I'm a person who doesn't like to check dm's everytime... So whenever I just give a double tick to his messages he just clear the history of the chat and leave for a lot of days. Then again he'll come, because I don't know what his user id is. So... One day we called and talked for a lot and lot time... And I felt like feeling revealed, he did too! That's what made us be in a relationship. He said that he is an attention seeker like, he want me to give my attention to him. Okay I agreed❤️ And we talked for 5-6 days continuously. He is in Dubai, so he will be free only from 1:30am onwards (Indian time). So I changed my schedules like eating food, sleeping, waking up, studies, works, etc etc... I told him 3 days before going to my cousin's home that, I maybe not be free to call him if my cousins are around me. He agreed and just asked in a childish way that "Won't you be free for atleast a few minutes?" I said "I'LL TRY!" I went to my cousin's home. And it was soo good there. Because we were meeting all together after 3 years. It was such a happiness. On the same day I reached there we went to Guruvayoor temple in Thrissur. I didn't take my phone with me (we are not allowed to take phones inside the temple otherwise we have to keep it in the cloak room, but i wasn't comfortable doing it) so I kept it at home. We were planned to go home after it but it was late like 9:30pm when we got outside. So we planned for a car drive at night. We went straight to Chavakkad beach and had dosa and were speeding and enjoying. And slept in between this also... And reached back home at 4:30am. And when I woke up yesterday I saw his missed calls like for 1000 times and I explained everything to him. But he said that my other user id was online at that time. The other id is used by some people (my cousins and friends) so it must be them ( it has some features which can create bots easily). I explained it to him.. But he isn't believing it... Like I was crying and crying while sending the voice notes to him. I am calling him. He keeps ignoring me... I'm now like... Feeling... Too bad... I don't know... I am trying to reach him for 5 days... I feel like everything is MY MISTAKE... I am wrong here...
But you know what? This isn't my first time facing these kind of things... A lot people I used to love online said this to me and when I tried to give them love they gave me a huge HEARTBREAK :)
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You are not a bad person for wanting togive people love. You have a heart thatenjoys making people feelspecial, and thereis nothing wrong with that. But sometimes,when we love giving affection, we forget that our own hearts need protection, too.
 
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