So it was a day before her birthday. She was in a long distance relationship ,but her heart !!? It was closer to him than to anything else.. She was excited... Excited for the person she loves the most... she believed he would do something , he will surely wish her first and many thing even some of are not even possible but she was imaging it and blushing!!!Even though People say don't expect much... but the truth is, We always expect from the person we love, Right?
And finally her birthday arrived....
All her life she had cried on every birthday... But this year , She had a hope!! She kept waiting... Her excitement kept rising .. There was just one min left for the clock to strike 12 .. Her phone was in her hand... Waiting for his message , his call , his wish, with a big smile in her face.. 12am .... Silence!!!!! No Msg .. No Call.. No first wish.. Not even a single notification from him.... Her smile froze.. But she kept defending herself inside her head.. May be he's stuck somewhere.. May be his network is bad.. may be he 's planning something... maybe ... So She messaged him first 'hey ,what are u doing'? , even tho it was her day..
One min passed. Then five. Then an hour...
Her excitement slowly turned into a fear.. Her heart felt heavy.. Tears gathered in the corner of her eyes, but she swallowed them, telling herself , 'No.. Not again! I won't cry this year.. He will text.. He has to' She kept waiting, until she fell asleep!! Around 3;30 am she woke up suddenly and the first thing she did, was check her phone.. Still no msg from him... Even tho he was online just an hour ago... He didn't wish her... Tears slipped down her cheeks as the realization hit her that May be she was never meant to have a birthday without tears!! So with a heavy heart and teary eyes She lit the candle on her cake , alone!! and with a shaking voice that kept breaking between sobs , she whispered 'Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me' She cut the cake whn her hand was trembling and took a bite and she finally burst into tears!!! And she realized tht people changes... love fades and may be some people just walk into your life only to remind u how deeply You can get hurt........!!!
And finally her birthday arrived....
All her life she had cried on every birthday... But this year , She had a hope!! She kept waiting... Her excitement kept rising .. There was just one min left for the clock to strike 12 .. Her phone was in her hand... Waiting for his message , his call , his wish, with a big smile in her face.. 12am .... Silence!!!!! No Msg .. No Call.. No first wish.. Not even a single notification from him.... Her smile froze.. But she kept defending herself inside her head.. May be he's stuck somewhere.. May be his network is bad.. may be he 's planning something... maybe ... So She messaged him first 'hey ,what are u doing'? , even tho it was her day..
One min passed. Then five. Then an hour...
Her excitement slowly turned into a fear.. Her heart felt heavy.. Tears gathered in the corner of her eyes, but she swallowed them, telling herself , 'No.. Not again! I won't cry this year.. He will text.. He has to' She kept waiting, until she fell asleep!! Around 3;30 am she woke up suddenly and the first thing she did, was check her phone.. Still no msg from him... Even tho he was online just an hour ago... He didn't wish her... Tears slipped down her cheeks as the realization hit her that May be she was never meant to have a birthday without tears!! So with a heavy heart and teary eyes She lit the candle on her cake , alone!! and with a shaking voice that kept breaking between sobs , she whispered 'Happy birthday to me, Happy birthday to me' She cut the cake whn her hand was trembling and took a bite and she finally burst into tears!!! And she realized tht people changes... love fades and may be some people just walk into your life only to remind u how deeply You can get hurt........!!!
Yes, I have experienced (-ing) in most recent times, but of different episode 
not of bday & yes I'm trying to come out of that trauma.
