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A Poem, Written By Myself

Billy

Wellknown Ace
Heaven’s Doors

Death is at Heaven’s Doors
My heart is shattered to pieces
I feel no joy or life no more
The one I want is as good as lost
My brain is dead, there’s one last drop
I’m at Heaven’s Doors, quiet and alone
I promise to watch over your forever more
I love you, I love you more still, Goodbye I’m gone

Angels of sweetness and voices of serenity
To be joined is matrimony are following stars
The joy in my heart is a heavenly sound
The one I want is as good as found
My brain is alive, and there’s lots more time
I’m at Heaven’s Doors, there’s sound and a crowd
I promise to watch over you forever more
I love you, I love you more still, Hello I’m here
I’ll be there waiting only for you
My heart is racing, crying for you
My head is consciously pounding
To hear your voice, Now you’re gone I’m lost
Without a soul and without a hand to hold
I beg for your forgiveness
Though I know not where I went wrong
Please mask my face, and mask my tears
I can’t bear to be without you
If forever more, I’ll be waiting
At no other place than Heaven’s Doors

My thoughts are no longer clear
My mind has collapsed and is a void
Every time I think of you the seconds are dear
No one realises the cost of these thoughts
To think of you brings tears to my eyes
The kisses and cuddles, the time spent together
Our arms around each other in a loving embrace
To go alone is hard enough, to realise you tell the truth
And that nothing you say is a bluff
To know your feelings for me are no more
Gives me a feeling of emptiness I once fought
And now I wonder where on the stairway do I belong
I know of one place, I see one place, it is at Heaven's Doors
 
The Void Within Me






Day by day it devours me
My villain and my friend
My killer and my judge
My saviour and my doom...

At every breath it kills me
It sucks the life out of me...

And in the despair I find myself in
It's your name I scream

Ups and downs, ups and downs
We go hand in hand
Take me, lift me up
Just to burry me again...

From my soul you feed
And I desperately try to cease...
To cease the pain
To cease the tears
To cease it all...

As you devour me
I devour everything I see


And numb I get
Dismorphic I get
And nothing is ever the same

And your eyes become mine
And I can only see what you see...
 
Thank you Billy...I'm teaching myself to draw faces lol I have a hard time with proportions.But I'm obsessed with drawing eyes...you can get so much detail in them.
Great poems by the way guys...I loved them both. <3 <3 <3
 
Billy... This one captures your emotions so good.. I can relate to it... When I lost my wife 7 yrs ago the emptiness... The void n the constant thinking of times spent... It brings out ur tears...
 
Billy... This one captures your emotions so good.. I can relate to it... When I lost my wife 7 yrs ago the emptiness... The void n the constant thinking of times spent... It brings out ur tears...

I wrote this poem in my early 20s, at the time I was in constant arguments with my family, and my gf at that time about me unsuccessfully getting employed, she threatened to me because of it. So while on an employment training course and tutors constantly running late I found myself writing that poem, it took 7 hours across 3 days to write it, I feel it's one my best as well the one called You Have My Heart
 
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