She was broken when she met him, never thought she would love again, not bcz she didn't believe in love, but bcz her past had taught her how deeply it could wound!! When she met him ,she was still healing, still carrying the weight of her past, so she guarded her heart carefully, giving herself time the way broken people do.. Slowly they started talking, and with him she felt comfortable enough to laugh and speak freely, yet she never let him cross the walls she had built around her heart!! Something about him made her feel hopeful, but her conscience never stopped warning her" U felt this way before, and u paid for it... Don't do the same mistake again".. That fear kept her frm naming whatever they were, even as they spent time together and grew closer but she never trust things fully cuz she knows how is it feel whn someone brk it!! For a moment it felt like he understood her, like he was giving her what she needed, but soon she sensed something was off!! Maybe she was asking for too much asking fr something that only exists in her imagination.. But deep down she knows that it's not possible cuz every person carries their own world, their own priorities, and their own life!! He may have seen her every action as her over possessiveness , but in truth, it was her fear of losing something she had started to care for.. But she also knew this truth now tht if something can be lost so easily, it was never truly hers!! She's stronger today, no longer the girl who breaks apart or begs to be chosen..! She knows how to hold herself together. And once someone chooses to walk away from her, there is no return, not bcz she doesn't feel, but bcz loving someone once taught her how to let things go completely!!!
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