Do u know how difficult it was to not to text with others or call for a year or more not just a single hi message just scrolling and viewing my stupid status again and again in insta ??
Have u been in that place ?
I was like 3 years or so I don't even utter a word.It was so lonely like a log drifting in the vast ocean just watching the skies and burning under the sun beat up by waves soaked up in rain frozen by cold.
Everyone goes through some trauma but disconnected with the world that's too cold like a sitting duck in an ocean waiting for the waves to carry or sink.
How much disgrace u are ?
I always put much efforts in what I love and i were always extreme in it but in the end the result is same.
I am disappointment to everyone I know that but yeah it's what it's
Set the limits:
We don't get crash in highways if we follow the code and rules not crossing the lane and white line leave some space and everyone will overtake u smoothly but if u crossed that line there will be crash and u will get hurt badly though and u injured urself in the process and others around u might get hurt too.
So it's better be in the limits i won't go or something but it changes something in me and it had and i respect that it's not I am blaming anyone though.
Recently I heard some voices
Mind ur words
Be in the limit
It was just kind of heart breaking to hear that i realised that I don't know anything and u are always a transmitter not receiver.It shows me that I am a stupid idiot who still believes that I receive what I give someday. Nah it was ever meant to be for me especially me and i know that for sure i deserve nothing lol.Its kind of funny though but I deserve the same treatment even though I know i can't get but still believes that I will find someone but when things or people get close it means in my end I tied it with tree won't cut but the other end was always fragile it breaks everytime u know.
Why still try ?
Yeag i know the answer that I will get disappointment disrespect yet i did and in the due process i think I dragged them in to the mess and i was sorry for that.It is the reason why I am alone but to change that I am still trying not to get ghosted bh anyone searching for the answers till now.Maybe the machine needs a rest like that our mind too
U know the word useless that's meant for me lol and it suits me very well.
Its always the same result when I get too attached and my mind goes blank and the radar shows a lot of words are come like a missile but in the end I got myself beatup pretty badly.
Good bye everyone it's wonderful to meet u all and i always felt good coming here to zozo to meet all kinds of people
Hye people it's nice knowing u all and never in a day i have been sad when I came here it was always fun did a lot of writing and commenting and in a certain process looks like I have hurt u knowingly or unknowingly and i feel sorry for that and never want to be annoying one though well thanks for making me happy and giving mixed feelings and emotions.ciao all soon
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