I’ve always wanted one thing in love, a person who chooses me above everything else. Maybe that makes me selfish, but if life ever gives me a second chance at a relationship, I don’t want to compromise on my emotions or silence my needs. If I have to do that, then being single feels easier. I love with my whole heart, with every bit of care, effort, and warmth I have, and I expect that same sincerity in return. People often say expectations ruin relationships, but I don’t agree. We only expect from those we are attached to. Just like we wait for a call from our mother when distance separates us, we long for the same reassurance in love. But these days, relationships are hidden behind words like casual, virtual, and unclear, and commitment has become something people fear. Slowly, my belief in love began to fade.
I’m not someone who can survive in an open relationship or a situationship. My emotions are intense, my sensitivity is real, and I started to think no one would ever be able to handle the way I feel. But then I met him. He had my exact traits, my fears, my softness, my passion. Hearing him speak the same words I once said felt strange in the most beautiful way. He understood attachment the way I did, he loved like I did, and he wasn’t scared to call our bond what it truly was. He wasn’t afraid to say that I am his, and that simple certainty was something I had been searching for all my life.
Real life changes everything. When someone genuine enters your world, the loneliness, the fear of attachment, and even the quiet sadness you carry slowly begin to disappear. And in that calmness, in that unexpected warmth, I found something I thought I had lost forever. I found my peace.
I’m not someone who can survive in an open relationship or a situationship. My emotions are intense, my sensitivity is real, and I started to think no one would ever be able to handle the way I feel. But then I met him. He had my exact traits, my fears, my softness, my passion. Hearing him speak the same words I once said felt strange in the most beautiful way. He understood attachment the way I did, he loved like I did, and he wasn’t scared to call our bond what it truly was. He wasn’t afraid to say that I am his, and that simple certainty was something I had been searching for all my life.
Real life changes everything. When someone genuine enters your world, the loneliness, the fear of attachment, and even the quiet sadness you carry slowly begin to disappear. And in that calmness, in that unexpected warmth, I found something I thought I had lost forever. I found my peace.
