The Cost I Choose

[MaYa]

The Cost I Choose
​

Why do you pull away from my touch?
I am the Fool who Worships every small Offering,
a handful of Your Light, a Whisper of Your Stay...
Float me in the sea of You, I will learn to Breathe...

Your love is my Narcotic and My Remedy,
a Medicine that Dulls the Ache and opens the Sky...
I want the quiet Comfort of your Normal Hand,
the Constant light that Stops my Darkness...

If Loving You is a Map with a Broken edge,
I will carry the Scar, the TEN percent of Pain,
for the HundredFold of Joy that Blooms in Your Orbit...
I am not Threat, I am a Weather that Bends for You,
a Hurricane of Love that softens, turns,
and will Let Go when asked...

Ask me, "Will it hurt?"
Yes, and still I answer,
I will take the ache,
Because your Love makes me whole,
I want your love to heal me,
and I’ll give you mine, fully...
For me Loving You,
Is an Act Of Self Love,
A Selfish Desire...

 

[Honey bunch]

The Cost I Choose
​

Why do you pull away from my touch?
I am the Fool who Worships every small Offering,
a handful of Your Light, a Whisper of Your Stay...
Float me in the sea of You, I will learn to Breathe...

Your love is my Narcotic and My Remedy,
a Medicine that Dulls the Ache and opens the Sky...
I want the quiet Comfort of your Normal Hand,
the Constant light that Stops my Darkness...

If Loving You is a Map with a Broken edge,
I will carry the Scar, the TEN percent of Pain,
for the HundredFold of Joy that Blooms in Your Orbit...
I am not Threat, I am a Weather that Bends for You,
a Hurricane of Love that softens, turns,
and will Let Go when asked...

Ask me, "Will it hurt?"
Yes, and still I answer,
I will take the ache,
Because your Love makes me whole,
I want your love to heal me,
and I’ll give you mine, fully...
For me it's Loving You,
Is an Act Of Self Love,
A Selfish Desire...

The way you embrace both the ache and the joy of love shows such rare courage.
“Carrying the scar for the hundredfold of joy” — that line says everything.

Loving like this isn’t weakness, it’s the purest kind of strength.


That line — “Your love is my narcotic and my remedy” — lingers.

It feels like you’ve written not just about love, but about the courage to embrace both its light and its scars.


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[MaYa]

The way you embrace both the ache and the joy of love shows such rare courage.
“Carrying the scar for the hundredfold of joy” — that line says everything.

Loving like this isn’t weakness, it’s the purest kind of strength.


That line — “Your love is my narcotic and my remedy” — lingers.

It feels like you’ve written not just about love, but about the courage to embrace both its light and its scars.


​

Thank You for Understanding it's Depth

 

[Honey bunch]

Thank You for Understanding it's Depth

Welcome dear

 

[ＥＲＯＳ]

The Cost I Choose
​

Why do you pull away from my touch?
I am the Fool who Worships every small Offering,
a handful of Your Light, a Whisper of Your Stay...
Float me in the sea of You, I will learn to Breathe...

Your love is my Narcotic and My Remedy,
a Medicine that Dulls the Ache and opens the Sky...
I want the quiet Comfort of your Normal Hand,
the Constant light that Stops my Darkness...

If Loving You is a Map with a Broken edge,
I will carry the Scar, the TEN percent of Pain,
for the HundredFold of Joy that Blooms in Your Orbit...
I am not Threat, I am a Weather that Bends for You,
a Hurricane of Love that softens, turns,
and will Let Go when asked...

Ask me, "Will it hurt?"
Yes, and still I answer,
I will take the ache,
Because your Love makes me whole,
I want your love to heal me,
and I’ll give you mine, fully...
For me Loving You,
Is an Act Of Self Love,
A Selfish Desire...

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[Anshhi]

The Cost I Choose
​

Why do you pull away from my touch?
I am the Fool who Worships every small Offering,
a handful of Your Light, a Whisper of Your Stay...
Float me in the sea of You, I will learn to Breathe...

Your love is my Narcotic and My Remedy,
a Medicine that Dulls the Ache and opens the Sky...
I want the quiet Comfort of your Normal Hand,
the Constant light that Stops my Darkness...

If Loving You is a Map with a Broken edge,
I will carry the Scar, the TEN percent of Pain,
for the HundredFold of Joy that Blooms in Your Orbit...
I am not Threat, I am a Weather that Bends for You,
a Hurricane of Love that softens, turns,
and will Let Go when asked...

Ask me, "Will it hurt?"
Yes, and still I answer,
I will take the ache,
Because your Love makes me whole,
I want your love to heal me,
and I’ll give you mine, fully...
For me Loving You,
Is an Act Of Self Love,
A Selfish Desire...

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Truly beautiful and heartbreaking piece.

Awesome Intelligence™​

 

[MaYa]

Truly beautiful and heartbreaking piece.

Awesome Intelligence™​

Thank you dear

 

[Anshhi]

Thank you dear

 

[Sweetheart]

The Cost I Choose
​

Why do you pull away from my touch?
I am the Fool who Worships every small Offering,
a handful of Your Light, a Whisper of Your Stay...
Float me in the sea of You, I will learn to Breathe...

Your love is my Narcotic and My Remedy,
a Medicine that Dulls the Ache and opens the Sky...
I want the quiet Comfort of your Normal Hand,
the Constant light that Stops my Darkness...

If Loving You is a Map with a Broken edge,
I will carry the Scar, the TEN percent of Pain,
for the HundredFold of Joy that Blooms in Your Orbit...
I am not Threat, I am a Weather that Bends for You,
a Hurricane of Love that softens, turns,
and will Let Go when asked...

Ask me, "Will it hurt?"
Yes, and still I answer,
I will take the ache,
Because your Love makes me whole,
I want your love to heal me,
and I’ll give you mine, fully...
For me Loving You,
Is an Act Of Self Love,
A Selfish Desire...

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Nice

 

[MaYa]

Nice

Thank You