Hey what's up?
Its a short simple question i could not even answer---without a second thought!
Oh well am fine! That's how we all usually response... Or so Its the only escape, i bet
I do not know what happened but all of the sudden i couldn't understand what I am feeling! As if there is this foggy thing in my brain! A maze i couldn't find the inception! A problem -- one point or another that cannot be solved! Its sickening-- a pattern I have known for long yet remains a mystery. What is the key? How can I unchain myself ? The more I think about it, the more I drowned ---it suffocates me!
"You will get through it! So just get over it."
Oh. How i wished it was that easy! How? When? Sometimes it is not the words that completely comfort us-- but the mere presence is enough. Advices is such a No No--- you may think it may be helpful but at the end of the day you found yourself saying "They never understood" all they said is the idea of what they thought of you-- their impressions, opinions and none are facts! Hence, i usually not listen or rely on advices. It is not helping! I believe it will only feed their ego with such relief thinking that they helped and that it is enough, they did their best to help you---and so they moved forward and not worry about anything!
Happy hormones dropped all of the sudden. I am sad. I am feeling anxious, depressed. Its devastating! Its beyond my limits, unexplainable-- felt rattled at some point! I thought I could not take it one day.
I questioned the higher being or perhaps whoever is takin control of everything !
But then realised, "Same will keep reoccuring only if you did not learnt anything from it"
And so i thought, what is the first step towards the key?
Acceptance + Change - Fear = Key.
And soo this thread makes sense?!
I got lost on track! I dont know what I am writing all about! :3 but to tell you ... I have known these pattern , tho i forgot which episode is this !!! Or might be just that I also cannot identify where is the inception of everything and how, when , why I feel what I felt everytime! and thought! These has already been happening yet still i am lost! Its as if whenever this occurs foggy brain happened! Or so a sudden memory loss. A non stop one hella roller coaster ride! But if I remembered the key! It will be self fulfilling in the end "After every storm there's always a rainbow"..
And so I write it down .. so everytime It occur again, I get to find this as my new inception.
Its a short simple question i could not even answer---without a second thought!
Oh well am fine! That's how we all usually response... Or so Its the only escape, i bet
I do not know what happened but all of the sudden i couldn't understand what I am feeling! As if there is this foggy thing in my brain! A maze i couldn't find the inception! A problem -- one point or another that cannot be solved! Its sickening-- a pattern I have known for long yet remains a mystery. What is the key? How can I unchain myself ? The more I think about it, the more I drowned ---it suffocates me!
"You will get through it! So just get over it."
Oh. How i wished it was that easy! How? When? Sometimes it is not the words that completely comfort us-- but the mere presence is enough. Advices is such a No No--- you may think it may be helpful but at the end of the day you found yourself saying "They never understood" all they said is the idea of what they thought of you-- their impressions, opinions and none are facts! Hence, i usually not listen or rely on advices. It is not helping! I believe it will only feed their ego with such relief thinking that they helped and that it is enough, they did their best to help you---and so they moved forward and not worry about anything!
Happy hormones dropped all of the sudden. I am sad. I am feeling anxious, depressed. Its devastating! Its beyond my limits, unexplainable-- felt rattled at some point! I thought I could not take it one day.
I questioned the higher being or perhaps whoever is takin control of everything !
But then realised, "Same will keep reoccuring only if you did not learnt anything from it"
And so i thought, what is the first step towards the key?
Acceptance + Change - Fear = Key.
And soo this thread makes sense?!
I got lost on track! I dont know what I am writing all about! :3 but to tell you ... I have known these pattern , tho i forgot which episode is this !!! Or might be just that I also cannot identify where is the inception of everything and how, when , why I feel what I felt everytime! and thought! These has already been happening yet still i am lost! Its as if whenever this occurs foggy brain happened! Or so a sudden memory loss. A non stop one hella roller coaster ride! But if I remembered the key! It will be self fulfilling in the end "After every storm there's always a rainbow"..
And so I write it down .. so everytime It occur again, I get to find this as my new inception.
. Feed me more of your brain 
