My last relationship!!LOL..Santa u surely wanna give me trauma as a Christmas gift, don't u?
Well if u really want to know my experience then okay...Let me traumatize u wid it!!
But but ,before that lemme ask u something...Santa, have u ever received a gift?Like just imagine Everyone says u give gifts to others, but what if someone gives u a gift?A gift wrapped in shiny, beautiful paper, looking so pretty that even u think,"Wow!!! This must be something impressive!"U feel curious but also scared like, "Should I open it or not?"But u keep it safely anyway...And then the day u finally open it…Instead of a gift, u get a punch straight on ur nose...That's what my relationship was!! Heaven at the beginning, but slowly it turned into a dark cave for me (ik my example sucks but can't help)...But u know Santa u and my ex actually have one similarity....u both give gifts... And one
difference.. and that is...Ur gifts make people smile...And His gifts were the kind nobody wants, with full of pain, lies, making ur partner feel like a fool, dumb, beggar,and lifelong trauma with trust issues…And the "love" (which actually spells lust).. But tbh such a long lasting gift...Still affecting me!! Yes I know I sound dramatic...But guess what? U asked for it Santa!!! **Yawns** And lemme be very clear about one thing that I am NOT that type of girl who says, "My ex was good, he was nice, blah blah blah." He maybe good for others but for me,once a cheater is always a cheater. .Simple asf...But besides everything, I still want to say thanks to him for teaching me 3 life lessons:-
1. Never believe someone blindly...It Doesn't matter days, months, or years....people change, and promises fades with time
2. Never lose urself for anyone..Bcz if u do, then u'll have to suffer in silence every single day... And U can never be happy that way!!
3. And the third, the most important lesson, also a Zozo rule:- Never leave Zozo right after u get into a relationship ,thinking it'll turn into real life and all bs...That's just an illusion, darling.That fairy tale belongs to some other parallel universe...not here, not virtually...!!
( Rare case)
So yes, my overall journey was full of lessons...And tbh, I needed them ig
Cuz only bcz of that breakdown, I learned to protect my heart and myself...And now I'll NEVER repeat that mistake again...!!
*And if I ever gt the chance to go back and change something about my relationship thn I would surely change that person I was in a relationship with...That’s it.*
Well if u really want to know my experience then okay...Let me traumatize u wid it!!But but ,before that lemme ask u something...Santa, have u ever received a gift?Like just imagine Everyone says u give gifts to others, but what if someone gives u a gift?A gift wrapped in shiny, beautiful paper, looking so pretty that even u think,"Wow!!! This must be something impressive!"U feel curious but also scared like, "Should I open it or not?"But u keep it safely anyway...And then the day u finally open it…Instead of a gift, u get a punch straight on ur nose...That's what my relationship was!! Heaven at the beginning, but slowly it turned into a dark cave for me (ik my example sucks but can't help
)...But u know Santa u and my ex actually have one similarity....u both give gifts... And onedifference.. and that is...Ur gifts make people smile...And His gifts were the kind nobody wants, with full of pain, lies, making ur partner feel like a fool, dumb, beggar,and lifelong trauma with trust issues…And the "love" (which actually spells lust).. But tbh such a long lasting gift...Still affecting me!! Yes I know I sound dramatic...But guess what? U asked for it Santa!!! **Yawns** And lemme be very clear about one thing that I am NOT that type of girl who says, "My ex was good, he was nice, blah blah blah." He maybe good for others but for me,once a cheater is always a cheater. .Simple asf...But besides everything, I still want to say thanks to him for teaching me 3 life lessons:-
1. Never believe someone blindly...It Doesn't matter days, months, or years....people change, and promises fades with time
2. Never lose urself for anyone..Bcz if u do, then u'll have to suffer in silence every single day... And U can never be happy that way!!
3. And the third, the most important lesson, also a Zozo rule:- Never leave Zozo right after u get into a relationship ,thinking it'll turn into real life and all bs...That's just an illusion, darling.That fairy tale belongs to some other parallel universe...not here, not virtually...!!
( Rare case)
So yes, my overall journey was full of lessons...And tbh, I needed them ig
Cuz only bcz of that breakdown, I learned to protect my heart and myself...And now I'll NEVER repeat that mistake again...!!
*And if I ever gt the chance to go back and change something about my relationship thn I would surely change that person I was in a relationship with...That’s it.*
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